my results! actually, most of my friends checked this morning... i just checked... well... must thank God that i survived the modules originally not really meant for humans to study.... especially quantum mechanics 2 which was really really really really really super difficult and the exam was totally unexpected .... but i actually got B... thank God...
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Well.. my CAP has further dropped to 3.73 from 3.74 last sem... and i guess any hope of 2nd Upper Honours is goneeeee.... dun even need to think about 1st class which has been looong gone already....
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Right now, thinking about whether to take honours or not.. cos simply very tired of going back to school again and facing the same type of boring lectures and super time consuming lab stuff... all incomprehensible..... well gotta really pray about it... the last time i was quite sure about going for it.. but just want to reconfirm that its the right decision... dun want to make a wrong decision lah...
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Actually, rather irritated with the relevant professors for not giving me a higher grade for some modules... like... for goodness sake, what do they expect man..... or maybe they think that average grades are like B.. and B+ is already not bad... well... they should wake up to reality cos the amount of effort put in by the students probably deserves them at least A-..... or A for that matter.. especially those with small classes of less than 20 students... OK. end of complaints..
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Is it possible to be thankful to God and still unhappy with the results? Going to think about that for a while... but i guess i'm not really upset about the results at all.. just wonder about what kind of effort is needed to do better.... yup... at least thank God that i passed all, even the famously diabolically difficult Quantum Mechanics 2... thank God that i didnt do worse which could well have been the case, thank God for bringing me thru the semester, thank God for seeing me thru 3 years in NUS so far, and thank God for His love and companionship throughout the boring days in school....
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Yup... Quantum Mechanics 3, along with other insanely challenging modules not meant for humans, and an honours year project, coming up next year should i decide to enter the battle one last time... perhaps this time, i'll bring my trusty axe along with me (to use in the honours students' room), which is, of course, my older acoustic guitar.. gonna add some mean upgrades to the weapon.
Meanwhile... going to really really enjoy the holidays............ my last longest holiday of my life.
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'For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will be found by you," declares the LORD. (Jer 29:11-14)
Cont to seek Him ba brother :)...Gambette!! (",)
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